Friday, November 13, 2009
something a little different
Last night, we all re-connected through coincidental manners. You first neared me as my senses were distracted by familiarity. I didn't know if you wanted to talk to me because lets face it, i doubt you ever did. I still remember you though, I promise you that. Then, we all came together by visions of our new homes and how close we all actually were. I can clearly say that I miss you all. We began laughing and having conversations again. Meanwhile, plans were made that weren't addressed to all. I wish it would be like how I thought it all used to be. I did have another dream where I was at school and you came and embraced me. I was surprised to say the least, and I still feel a little bit awkward to such a gesture, even in my dreams. I don' really remember my dreams anymore. Its been only demonic images mostly now that i think about it, but i remember last night clearly.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
brushybrushbrush
oblivion has been the only dominant color
borders fading into a portrait of insanity
I don't understand any of you
the images behind these blends only show
dull bridges and gaps of matter
with no one to be seen
you have found eternity.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
goodbye
with nothing to be heard
I found myself here alone
woken up by chance
I don't think any of you understand
I don't want you to
separating ink and paper
as it all runs down
truthful statesments
and nothing to be heard
I found myself here alone
woken up by chance
I don't think any of you understand
I don't want you to
separating ink and paper
as it all runs down
truthful statesments
and nothing to be heard
Sunday, May 17, 2009
dont
with all that has been said and heard
does this make it any different?
I finally see this happening
misunderstood phrases and no return
how will I ever find you?
to do it once more I don't think you can last
please listen to me just this one time
lost sounds and definite endings
how can we retrace our words?
disinegrate into my mind while you are ringing
let it loose once more
I hope I can find you, please help me get there.
does this make it any different?
I finally see this happening
misunderstood phrases and no return
how will I ever find you?
to do it once more I don't think you can last
please listen to me just this one time
lost sounds and definite endings
how can we retrace our words?
disinegrate into my mind while you are ringing
let it loose once more
I hope I can find you, please help me get there.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
overturn
I see you
but whats going on?
its grows until you cant even see
and then
stops
Its been much longer than this
unreconizable patterns set this life in motion
I'm the deafening cry
but you cant see me
tranquil abrasions fly past your vision
and the air
is quickly thinned
I don't know about you, but I do miss you.
but whats going on?
its grows until you cant even see
and then
stops
Its been much longer than this
unreconizable patterns set this life in motion
I'm the deafening cry
but you cant see me
tranquil abrasions fly past your vision
and the air
is quickly thinned
I don't know about you, but I do miss you.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
214
this misconception that you live in
so easily identified by the angels
I'm scared, that it's all not there anymore
right now
I've never felt so false
the dark seconds of my blinking eyes
its the only thing in time that feels right
don't let me loose my vision
my stars are free falling
this all I have left to hold on to
the security of my mirror
where are you?
don't let it fade away
I'm relaly not too sure, whats happening?
I do know what its like...
at least I thought I did.
so easily identified by the angels
I'm scared, that it's all not there anymore
right now
I've never felt so false
the dark seconds of my blinking eyes
its the only thing in time that feels right
don't let me loose my vision
my stars are free falling
this all I have left to hold on to
the security of my mirror
where are you?
don't let it fade away
I'm relaly not too sure, whats happening?
I do know what its like...
at least I thought I did.
Monday, February 9, 2009
silence
ive dreamt of my short lasting life
it dosen't matter, i don't have that much time
And I reaaly don't care,
just cut me short.
there mroe happyness out there to share with
why don't you go along and find it
theres none here
only makes matters worse trust me.
I bet he has happyness to give you.
it dosen't matter, i don't have that much time
And I reaaly don't care,
just cut me short.
there mroe happyness out there to share with
why don't you go along and find it
theres none here
only makes matters worse trust me.
I bet he has happyness to give you.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
labyrinth
leaking thoughts and sense of pain
anxious shaking with no end to be seen
coated feelings and uncovered choices
I can see no end to this
anxious shaking with no end to be seen
coated feelings and uncovered choices
I can see no end to this
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
panic
strip off the last vein
its pointless if you can't calm down
you trembling coward
lusting anger
center. aim
and focus
I Hate you.
its pointless if you can't calm down
you trembling coward
lusting anger
center. aim
and focus
I Hate you.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
distorted
unkept balance
i keep loosing my step
total temptation
just keep it away
evergrowing hunger
evergrowing hate
why can't this end quicker than its turn on me?
lost translations
and covnersations
shoot it off
lets finish it off dead.
i keep loosing my step
total temptation
just keep it away
evergrowing hunger
evergrowing hate
why can't this end quicker than its turn on me?
lost translations
and covnersations
shoot it off
lets finish it off dead.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
coyote
these fixated eyes
where are you?
i can feel you coming from all directions
artificial moments naturally beign developed
this covering veil
Why is it so bleak?
who is actually to survive?
don't tell me thats okay
that I'm okay.
where are you?
i can feel you coming from all directions
artificial moments naturally beign developed
this covering veil
Why is it so bleak?
who is actually to survive?
don't tell me thats okay
that I'm okay.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
expansion
Timeless thoughts
dynamic breathing
there can't be anymore hesitation
defectiveness
only found steps ahead
sentiments clenched
let this material be screened
You wouldn't want to see
trust me
I cant hear you
please whisper again
I beg you
dynamic breathing
there can't be anymore hesitation
defectiveness
only found steps ahead
sentiments clenched
let this material be screened
You wouldn't want to see
trust me
I cant hear you
please whisper again
I beg you
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