and

I've got no one.

ugh

harmonious vibrations
silent disaster
whats there to hear?
whats there to feel?
vacant feelings shoken up now
leaving this for
everything

weird

Every sound I hear
Is being amplified like a metal impact in a open room
waiting to be heard

come up for peace

Everybody tear me apart
its not worth crawling if you
cant see the light
heavily hanging

let me go
into smithereens
im tired of drowning

when all you can think of is
hate, flashing red
rage uncontrollably bled
thats where you come in
to take me ahead

if this isnt it, then i dont know what it is
someone pleas tell me

daydremaing

rain sweeps through my vision and it elevates me to my decision
i can't comprehend all of these sounds
these blurrs made dark
these colors made known

the accelerated pace
the uncontrolable feeling
my god, whats happening?

I don't know, im just brainstorming all of these clouds,
hoping they don't rain on my plastered out dreams

;./.,.,

My inner self
rising to layered evidence of my
unwannted presence
let it slowly deteorate me
and leave me to cry

how I want this to be over
who needs the truth when you have
thoughts of tomorrow

i can get away from anyone but
i cant get away from me
its this whole lifetime thats useless

you say that we are prisoners of our fears
in this short time we cant do it all