idk what to do or say
i just want to give up cause there is no use trying
the thoughts of escape scares me, to think that I would do such things
everybody else will keep going on
me? ill just fall behind and be lost forever
everybody will go somewhere else
me? i don't now where I'll end up
everybody will be with someone, finding how much they love each other
me? i'll be trying to find myself
everybody will be able to have something great in life
me? I'll be looking for a chance
but why bother with the future when im still in the present, but hey I can't even have what I want. It was never possible and was never meant to be, no matter how much it hurts to know it could have. I'll keep being the pathetic dreamer, not trying to udnerstand the world but making it what I want. too bad thats what got me in this the first place. I'll be hoping my gutiar will get me far. Hey it aint gonna happen, i got no talent. I'll be sitting around and waiting, while everybody else is slowdancing with that special someone. That aint too bad, I'll have more time to think of stupid dreams. Oh yeah I forgot, I have nightmares. Maybe if she looks at me long enough, I won't feel so bad around her. Maybe if i could forget everything, it wouldn't be so bad. Maybe If i wasn't mmyself it would be for the best.
